complicated

there are things we did,

that we ourselves don't understand why the hell did we do it

 

 

and i'm doing it

i miss talking to you, i just miss the whole you

sports? u kidding me?

sports a must in all schools

wah nasib baik dia implement benda ni sekarang, and not during my time. because i so failed at sports. asal ada fitness test, akan sakit perut and so called postpone nak buat waktu riadah petang. bila sampai waktu riadah petang, akan menyorok kat cafe atau elak sedaya upaya untuk lalu dekat padang depan cikgu itu. jumpa pun akan sedaya upaya pusing, or belok mana-mana. during aikido session, pun akan sakit perut. dapat ponteng, and boleh lepak-lepak dengan my friends. last-last cuma tau satu, ye satu skill saje sepanjang dua tahun belajar, kepak jari orang. and sebab itu jugak la menjadi orang yang malas exercise, cuma harap turun naik tangga rumah je. taktau la kenapa malas gila macam tu.

ingat kurus tu sihat sangat la ye ajjah

...

You were sitting at the coffee table where you're reading Kierkegaard Minutes later, you proceeded to say
something that almost broke my heart You said, "Darling, I am tired of livin' my routined life. There's so much in the world that i'd like to soak up with my eyes." Well, baby i never did stop you from going out to explore We can do it all together from the colds of the poles to the tropics of Borneo

Ba da da ba da...

Let's pack our bags and lie on the easy stream feel the water on our backs where we can carry on dreamin' where we can finally be where we'd like to be Darlin', just you and me Just you and me... So Darlin', what do you say? Does that sound like a plan to you? We can build our own little world where no one else can come through We can live in huts made out of grass we can greet father time as he walks pass we can press our feet into the dirt a little mud, no, it wouldn't hurt

Ba da da ba da ba...

Let's pack our bags and lie on the easy stream feel the water on our backs where we can carry on dreamin' where we can finally be where we'd like to be Darlin', just you and me

just u n me, zee avi

***

me so touched

shooh!

muka sekarang diserang jerawat

bukan sebijik ye, sebijik boleh terima lagi dengan keredhaan

tapi berbijik-bijik kat dahi, kat pipi kiri kanan

kalau sebab pms, then this is the worst pms in my life

kalau sebab stress, stress ape la sangat pun?

kenapa kenapa kenapa???!

*&^%$%$##$

i didn't change any of my facial care, cuma beli eye cream je

takde kaitan patutnye

for once, i'm glad he's not here to see me like this

tolong la jangan macam ni :(

hinting

i want to go to resorts world sentosa

hint~*

cepat la baca ayat ni

"jom pegi universal studios s'pore nak?"

i will definitely say yes, no doubt.

i'm planning

i'm heading back to hometown tomorrow to settle a few things

visiting my tailor :)

cousin's wedding on sunday

finish up sewing the cushion cover

(new apartment, new look)

find new cheap curtain if possible

meeting zaid on monday morning

and rush back to shah alam on the evening

to attend open house on tuesday

and clean the our new place

i hope to cross as many things as possible

siapkan mana-mana yang patut

choco love

 

 

 

we went for a class on choco making last weekend but till the end, i never get to know or bothered to know the shop's name. boleh tak? my sis bought all her baking supplies there and on saturday we happened to see an advertisement on the choco making class and decided to join. murah, rm60 for 3 hours class. class ok, not workshop.  it's for those who wants to start a small business, making chocs for wedding or hari raya.

punked

a stranger walked to us while we were having dinner and simply sat beside my mom like he's an acquaintance or something. he asked about our meal, how much it costs, where do we stay, and told us he's on his way to mamak stall nearby and decided to drop by because it's hot outside. when asked why did he sit at our table, he said because he likes the settee. i didn't buy his words, it's not hot outside, and he didn't even greet us at all. terus duduk, and tanya berapa harga makanan kami.

my mom was freaking scared, but remained calm. she quickly ate while my sister settle the bill. we excused ourselves and the man pat me on the shoulder asking me to stay behind. i didn't stay of course. we quickly get into the car, locked it and were so blur of his actions. apa dia nak? he wants money? why us, because we're all girls? or what? it was really scary as i can't imagine if he pulls out a knife or something under the table, mom was scared that he would touch her as he kept on looking at her when he sat there.

ada macam-macam jenis orang dalam dunia ni. 

i don't know why, but i was hell scared.

maxi crazy

    

 

source & source

i'm still with my dress craze, went to subang parade to look for another plain jersey dress ( i bought the first two there) but found none. contacted the blog ami provided, but one said they got no stocks and another only replied once and gone.

anyone can help me with any idea of where i can find such plain jersey dress please?

btw, last week when i was with fara, window shopping, walked into maternity shop at alamanda and couldn't help myself from looking around too. :) so many cute dresses, blouse, and even dungarees/overall (whatever you call it)..! and she'll look lovely in it, mula la berangan of what i want to wear when my time comes. and when i was at tesco rawang with my sis, there was a clearance sale for baby clothing and i saw cute rompers for only rm9.90...! so cute, they even have superman rompers. and rompers with neck tie, sungguh berkerjaya baby mu itu. :)

i am over excited with fara's baby. i admit.

auntie sayang kamu wahai baby

star sailor

i know you're reading this from "far far away land" with your phone

and it will cost u a bomb

thanks my dear

:)

i miss you so much

behave!

we (myself & sis) attended a class on chocolate making yesterday, it's a class because the chef showed us the methodology (wow) and we just watch & write. of course in the end we get to eat the chocs she made. 

we were a bit late that when we came, the front seat were occupied. so fine with it, the chef briefed on what we should do and it was pretty clear that she asked those who sits in front to sit and don't stand so everyone can see clearly what she was doing. 

but, there were two kakaks, who sat right in front of the chef, i mean right in front of her, who kept on standing and by saying standing, i meant standing right in front of her and bent, and took photos. two of them, medium size, are enough to block the whole view. when one of the kakak ask them to sit, they'll shoot one evil glance before going back to their sit. ok, next step were showed, and again, they'll stand and did the same thing until the end of the class. one of them brought her daughter together, and get the girl to sit right beside the table, with the girl kept on touching this and that. with her hair touching the chocolates. the chef did somehow told the ladies to either sit down, or the ask the girl to sit quietly. but come one, how can u ask a child to sit quietly when she's bored?

the thing is, when you go to such event/class where u think that a child will be dead bored, don't bring one. she'll be bored, and start doing things that may irritate the mother and of course the crowd. a lady did told the mother about the hair, the chocolate, and the daughter but she ignored her. i seriously dont blame the girl, but the mother? can't she be responsible? and please, there are people who paid as much as you did, who wants to see what you're watching and who wants to learn as much as u want. but, if everyone were to jump and stand right in front of the chef, and to snap photos closely to her hand, macam mana?

in the end, other than the pre-packed chocolate for us the chef even gave out the fresh made chocolate for those who wants em. and the ladies (two ladies i mean) jumped to the table like they never seen chocolates before. we were like, tak cukup ke? we didn't take as the hair thingy really interrupted us.

i know there are such people in this world, of course. and they are everywhere, or maybe we were not as enthusiastic as they were, but i really hope that in the next class i won't have to bump into them again.

please behave, you're a mother

i want!

congrats to nanie for her baby kapal

congrats to fara for her baby army

congrats in advance to pija for her baby girl (soon dearie, soon)

congrats to tassy tasz for her zara

and indah for her baby aqeel 

(the only boy so far)

congrats to angah for her sarah

congrats to lady noe for her sabrina

seems like almost all my friend who got married last year are now expecting

what a productive year, pesat la tahun ni auntie membeli hadiah untuk baby-baby semua

i want one too :)

babies are so adorable

googling

 

it's on google page today

makes me miss him even more

sexy maxi

 

  

  

loving the style, but for now i only owned 2 plain dresses

susah nak cari simple maxi dress 

any idea on where i can find such dress?

as for the leather jacket, can i actually wear it for leisure?

i don't want to overdress or look weird

credit to stylecovered for the photos

cloudy

i want to share with you something, but i can't line out my words to make it sound less harsh, or less rude. i slept, hoping that the next day, i can think positively of these whole thing, to find a good thing out of it. there's only one thing that i can think of

better late than never

i hope he'll let go of her. i hope she'll somehow realize that this world has so many things, greater things for her to explore. i want her to know that everything is not only about him. that she can do a lot better on her own, just like she used to. i hope she still remember how she used to be so lively, so full of spirit, energetic, how positive she was, before she met him. that she can go back to that very same person, if she opens her eyes & heart.

on the other side, i hope that particular she will get something from this drama. to see that the guy is not that pious, not that kind, not a human at all. i want to tell her to save herself, run as far as she can. never to turn back, just stay away from him or else she'll destroy herself like she did.

for him, he can rot in hell

and i hope for my baby to be healthy, to be a better person

yes we made mistakes, but we can always stop, give signals, make a u-turn and never to go there again