"Ya Allah, aku berlindung denganMu daripada kegelisahan dan kesedihan, dan aku berlindung dengan-Mu daripada sifat lemah dan malas, dan aku berlindung dengan-Mu dari sifat penakut dan bakhil, dan aku berlindung dengan-Mu daripada bebanan hutang dan penindasan manusia."

Friday, January 29

alone


 shopping alone is really dangerous kan?
no one to stop you, no one to say "jangan"
no one to ask you "perlu ke?"
tapi, memang sangat best la kalau takde orang untuk kata jangan
(^_^)v

went to midvalley today
sakit-sakit pun, i can always put it aside when it comes to jalan-jalan
finally lepas tak jumpa apa-apa last week
i found a nice blazer at mango with an affordable price
and work pants for rm39 terselit-selit dalam rak 

i miss having him around

photo from thedailygreen

Thursday, January 28

without him

first few days being alone is so freaking hard
sangat lah perlu dihiburkan

Monday, January 25

back in '05

kadang kita berharap
tuhan akan menunjuk jalan kita dan membuka sedikit tabir rahsia-Nya
seperti matahari yang terbit di timur dan terbenam di barat
atau seperti waktu yang tidak pernah berhenti
perasaanku akan selalu dekat denganmu
sepi bicara
betapa sempitnya waktu
betapa terasa besarnya cinta

jika pun aku percaya adanya hidup setelah mati
kita tidak akan pernah bertemu lagi
kita selalu mencuba untuk menghargai hidup agar lebih bererti
meskipun kecil
tapi embun adalah petanda datangnya musim semi
suara burung
atau bunyi yang indah adalah bukan pilihan
keduanya akan selalu ingin kita nikmati
jika aku harus memilih
aku tidak akan memilih
kerana angin akan selalu membawa lagenda cerita kita
yang akan selalu berakhir bahgia
hanya waktu
yang bisa merenggutmu dari aku

***

lando wrote this note to kalin
in ungu violet back in 2005
i love it, each n every word

sale

sri munawwarah's on sale
look forward for their pantsuit & skirts :)

Thursday, January 21

wonder-me


i want nobody nobody but you
saranghae

Tuesday, January 19

read


lepas baca ni
rasa wajib minta maaf dengan semua orang
kita tak tau saham masing-masing macam mana kan
kadang-kadang bergurau, tapi tak sedar
mulut terlebih tajam
kadang-kadang bergurau, dengan harapan
everything will end the moment we split
tapi tak semua benda
sesenang tu kan?

i'm sorry

my shoes

have u been in my shoes
where u want to tell something to someone
but it's just so hard
coz u know he/she will be hurt by your words
but it is so important for him/her to know
so things will be better after that?

oh sangat pening kepala
saya sayang kamu
tapi kamu tolonglah faham
yang saya ni sayang kamu
unconditionally

Monday, January 18

jom!



loving the style of munawwarah's skirt
but haven't manage to try their floral skirt with the t-shirt
selalu cuma match the skirt (plain) dengan shirt je to office
simple, practical n sangat senang berjalan :)
sebab skirtnya memang kembang semangkuk

Thursday, January 14

flip it


flip clock for your screen saver
u can get it here
found via swissmiss


i have a hectic weekend ahead of me
stop sekejap

Wednesday, January 13

hey

i heard the news last night
i hope, you got nothing to do with it
you know who you are
and what i'm writing about

Tuesday, January 12

kapal angkasa

kamu ke angkasa
menjadi star sailor
nanti saya rindu
nak mengadu pada siapa

nasib baik la ada teknologi
buat angkasa jadi tak sejauh mana
buzz  *!$%# bip #@^ buzz *%$ bzzz
(berlatih cakap alien)
kui kui kui

Monday, January 11

wiiweett

mengalami lenguh paha & lengan
all stretched out 
nampak sangat la tak active bersenam


yoga kat umah tanpa mantra is not haram kan
boleh la menyahut seruan bersenam 3 kali seminggu
sebelum bosan melanda

p/s: loving faizal tahir's performance to the bits

Friday, January 8

roti kami

had a meeting at putrajaya this morning, here's the outcome. so, our price increased bukan sebab gula ya kawan-kawan. ada banyak lagi ingredient lain yang mungkin tak glamour sebab bukan termasuk dalam kegunaan normal household yang naik harga

Thursday, January 7

how leh..?



buat baik pun salah, buat jahat lagi la salah
finding a maid nowadays macam depends on our luck
if we're lucky, we'll get a good maid
kalau tak, we'll end up like this

Tuesday, January 5

madre

i call my mom ami
it's her birthday today
but i haven't bought her anything
nak beli apa eh
she doesn't like jeweleries
she likes book, tapi nak beli buku je ke?
flowers, tak jugak unless tanaman
tapi macam mana nak bawak balik ke ipoh, layu lalu mati


too many things to let her know
but there seems to be no right words to describe how i feel for her
tapi, kami semua sayangggg ami
and so proud of ami
besarkan kami semua without abah with her
thank you so much
and mintak ampun banyak-banyak

Saturday, January 2

the beginning


new year mini vacation

 
the bottom one is the most important book to read this holiday but i only managed to flip 3 chapters so far. more time spent on reading the second one.
sigh~*

Friday, January 1

love hate 09

likes
for things i achieved, planned or unplanned.
for newbies i got for myself (esp wii since i'm not a wii fan)
for my family, getting stronger and closer.
for my friends, getting married & having babies.
for him, on being stronger without him around all the time
for my career, a better and happier position


dislikes
for our loss of my sis's baby
for times when i felt really down when he was away
for myself, when i failed to control myself and hurt others with my words

2010
to be a stronger person both body & soul
to be nicer to others
for my family to be happier, with additional family members
for him to do well with his job, bring home more money so we can shop more
to invest in something
to spend 1k on books for tax relief (as always)
for our plan to be successful
to stop buying unnecessary things wow!


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