boredom is killing me

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bosan gila, sakit perut gila
bos kata cepat-cepat kawin baru sakit perut tu hilang
bak sini duit buleh?

urghhh :(
i just want to go home
curl myself under the blanket with the sound of rain
tido.. tido.. tido..

so far so good

~ collected the container
~ received a good news
~ looking for a place to crash this dec
~ 3 tasks still not done (ini bukan happy)

untuk beberapa jam hari ni, still happy lagi
tapi jangan la happy sangat kot, kang nangis pulak

home made terrarium

suka?

find the steps here
kedai 100yen ada jual botol2 susu (kaca) macam zaman dulu-dulu
so cute, boleh la isi bunga sebatang dua
also selling botol2 jam kiut miut
all for rm4.90 each

going to ikea today to buy some fabrics for our sofa cushions
he will surely go mad when he finds out
who cares? nak buat jugak

a small wish: kan bagus kalau ada mesen jahit macam kt ipoh?

expectations

i'm expecting a lot of things tomorrow

a message from him
a call from her - approved suda
a meeting with another her - met her dy, done
a trip to ikea with P
a dinner there
a call from sunlida
a free tix from air asia
a yellin' from rottiman, sigh~*
berdoa berdoa berdoa berdoa yeay! takde pape berlaku
a call from a company

hidup mesti la kena ada colors kan? :)
have a great weekdays lovely people!

untuk kita semua

penat hari ni, pegi sana sini
tapi mengenangkan apa yang bakal saya dapat, penat pun hilang terus
melayang macam duit yang melayang-layang

and

pokok tu lupa nak bagitau yang saya juga seasonal orangnya
seasonal gila, cepat bosan
kalau boleh agaknya nak tukar layout tiap-tiap hari macam update entry

oh, saya suka activity kita hari ni
sangat la berinformasi :)

pokok-pokok kita

Dec 23 to Jan 01	Apple Tree
Jan 02 to Jan 11	Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24	Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03	Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08	Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18	Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28	Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10	Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20	Lime Tree
Mar 21	Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31	Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10	Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20	Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30	Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14	Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24	Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03	Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13	Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23	Fig Tree
Jun 24	Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04	Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14	Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25	Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04	Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13	Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23	Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02	Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12	Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22	Lime Tree
Sep 23	Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03	Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13	Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23	Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11	Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21	Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01	Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11	Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21	Fig Tree
Dec 22	Beech Tree

APPLE TREE (Love) - of slight build, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant aura, flirtatious, adventurous, sensitive, always in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, scientific talents, lives for today, a carefree philosopher with imagination.

ASH TREE (Ambition) - uncommonly attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be egotistic, very reliable and trustworthy, faithful and prudent lover, sometimes brains rule over the heart, but takes partnership very seriously.

BEECH TREE (Creative) - has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.)

BIRCH TREE (Inspiration) - vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly,pretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

CEDAR TREE (Confidence) - of rare beauty, knows how to adapt, likes luxury, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others,self-confident, determined, impatient, likes to impress others, many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waiting for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

CHESTNUT TREE (Honesty) - of unusual beauty, does not want to impress, well-developed sense of justice, vivacious, interested, a born diplomat, but irritates easily and sensitive in company, often due to a lack of self confidence, acts sometimes superior, feels not understood, loves only once, has difficulties in finding a partner.

CYPRESS TREE (Faithfulness) - strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give, content, optimistic, craves money and acknowledgment, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered, unruly, pedantic, and careless.

ELM TREE (Noble-Minded) - pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, loudest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

FIG TREE (Sensibility) - very strong, a bit self-willed,independent, does not allow contradiction or arguments, loves life, its family, children and animals, a bit of a social butterfly, good sense of humor, likes idleness and laziness, of practical talent and intelligence.

FIR TREE (Mysterious) - extraordinary taste, dignity, sophisticated, loves anything beautiful, moody, stubborn, tends to egoism but cares for those close to them, rather modest, very ambitious, talented, industrious, uncontested lover, many friends, many foes, very reliable.

HAZELNUT TREE (Extraordinary) - charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody, and capricious lover, honest, and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgment.

HORNBEAM TREE (Good Taste) - of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

LIME TREE (Doubt) - accepts what life dishes out in a composed way, hates fighting, stress, and labor, dislikes laziness and idleness, soft and relenting, makes sacrifices for friends, many talents but not tenacious enough to make them blossom, often wailing and complaining, very jealous but loyal.

MAPLE TREE (Independent) - no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

OAK TREE (Brave) - robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

OLIVE TREE (Wisdom) - loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

PINE TREE (Particular) - loves agreeable company, very robust, knows how to make life comfortable, very active, natural, good companion, but seldom friendly, falls easily in love but its passion burns out quickly, gives up easily, everything disappointments until it finds its ideal, trustworthy, practical.

POPLAR TREE (Uncertainty) - looks very decorative, not very self-confident, only courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

ROWAN TREE (Sensitivity) - full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

WALNUT TREE (Passion) - unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

WEEPING WILLOW (Melancholy) - beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner

what's yours?
happy friday & have a great weekend~*

ni apesal dodai sangat ni?

orang kata, kalau tak suka pun berpada-pada la
jangan tunjuk sangat kamu tu tak suka
buat biasa udah, takda la orang yang terkecil hati

tapi hari ni saya rasa saya dah tertunjuk betul yang saya tak suka

kawan kata, saya ni outspoken. tu la akibatnya bila terlebih outspoken?
tapi, kalau tak dikasitau, macam mana dia nak tau kan

i've decided

to delete few things from this blog
i don't feel like sharing that part of me anymore
let it be kept in my gobok :)

owh i disabled the comment part too..

i have:

doubts & uncertainties

ke mana kaki melangkah minggu ini

i'm freakin tired
malam aritu tido bergulung dalam toto sebab sejuk, tak lena
malam tadi, tido sorang & ribut, takut so tak lena
malam ni, rumah sendiri
terbaik, paling best, paling selesa
walaupun bukan hotel 5 bintang

finally

all went well despite the madness we had the night before
congrats sayang, i love u so much
and will always be there for you whenever you need me
sayang kamu seperti gila babe!!

*mode memujuk diri*

so yes it is important

i had a conversation with opyness this morning on her engagement. hers was done last minute (decided two weeks before hari raya) but i must say her kenduri was very well organized & neat. she told me to get myself a notebook to write my ideas whenever it pops in my mind. i got one, but i was so lazy to write. what's the point of having technology kan?

she even told me where to get goodies with very reasonable price, what to do on that day and all sorts of things. some of them didn't even crossed my mind before.

a blog on the preparation is not a bad idea at all. baru faham.
i'll have another blog for it. a special event deserves it's own blog.
only for my loved-ones.

will inform you lovelies on the url once i have the blog.
enjoy your weekend, may you have a great one~*

inikah?

when your body is here, but your soul is somewhere else
when you smile, and that single smile sucked off your strength
when you say yes, but your heart questioned your answer
when you stay, but your feet are fighting to run

dslr class @ subang parade

date: every saturday

time: 2.30 - 4.30pm
venue: d'SLR store, lot lg5 (digital one), subang parade
trainer: abas hassan (lecturer at ukm bangi)
fee: rm50
contact: 03-5636 9436

i think it's kinda cheap
and when i went there, the salesperson was super nice & helpful too

pic from image-acquire

i like~*

suka tak terhingga frame-frame disusun macam ni
suka tak terhingga dia nak balik tak lama lagi
suka tak terhingga dapat attend wedding si kiddo
hoyehs!

teruskanlah

comel kan agnes monica ni
dalam Jelita pun dia sangat jelita~*

♥ good news, bad news ♥

soon i won't have to depend so much on mr.P or complaint on how poor i am that i don't have a car, motorcycle, bicycle but just a chauffeur

why wait until now to buy a car?

i don't need a car to go to work as company provides free shuttle service from the komuter station (which is right beside my house) to office everyday without fail, i'm too scared to drive (i think is just a lame excuse to get him to drive me anywhere), i'm freakin scared of lorry (kebenaran di situ) and i just enjoy going around with other people's car, mau jumpa saya, marilah amek saya..

but then, since my new dept will be based at bukit kemuning i won't enjoy the shuttle priviledge anymore as they only provide the service to the hq je.

i am scared tho.. sebab tak pandai bawak kereta, but one thing i know i'm good at giving guide on how to merapatkan kereta kat touch n go right kiddo?

other than the news, i may not be able (tipu, dah confirm pun) to spend a long time having fun berborak beria bergambar celebrating the unison (right word no?) of azdi & fara this saturday as i'm flying to sarawak. i love sarawak, but going there on my besty wedding somehow ruining the excitement. but u know kan sayang, i want to be there in my belacan color dress.. i really do!

selain itu juga, i read an article on 1story by art harun and not surprised at all. bukan ke normal semua tu di tanah melayu ni? *zip mulut*

cerita lagi satu pula is about a student who e-mailed me asking to come to my plant for her assignment. when told that the respective manager is away and i won't be able to help her as i know nothing about production operation, she went *** saying that ini la bangsa melayu yang tak nak tolong bangsa sendiri, and how i want bangsa melayu tersungkur by not helping her. i was like, apekah budak ini?

sigh~*

i feel (still) down today, for yesterday
and for this morning
i hope it's pms

*two of my friends are getting engaged soon. i feel like a wedding planner. wah!*

first thing i bought

first purchase after decision was made is paperbag rotiBoy
what to put inside, masih dalam consideration
perlu jalan jalan cari barang
*walaupun selalunya jadi jalan nampak amek bayar*

friday

it's friday
so chill lah as tomorrow weekend starts

i changed

as i plan to blog about my preparations towards my not so big and big day, i changed my url to the one i have now

i don't think i am creative enough to generate two stories for two different blogs. so i'll just add another label for my preparations and the rest will go on macam biasa in one cramped blog of mine

the truth is we don't have the exact date lagi for the ceremony, ada 1 tarikh that is yet to be confirmed but my sisters insisted on starting early as most of the preparation will be done by ourselves diy-ly (favors, hantaran n deco)

so yes i'll start sikit-sikit from now on, another reason is to spend sikit-sikit so that when the time comes i won't burn a hole in my pocket bila barang dah mula beli sikit-sikit (atas nasihat dan contoh dari kiddo & my sis)

i hope for the best, for everything to work out as we plan (going to) and my heart & head to stay as it is

not as easy as it looks

currently doing beading for besty's baju
went to few shops to find the beads that matched her dress
and i tell you, doing this beading work is NOT as easy as i think it was
maybe because i don't have ample of time to do it
selain dari tak hebat macam nyonya manik taman tasik
which was different during my sister's wedding, the beading started a month earlier
but i'm doing my best here sayang!! :)

and pre-wedding jitters is true

color hunting

inspired by this (above)
then i found this (below)
beli je frames kt ikea

few other colors

looking for a color that suit me best

for two functions
special functions for me

pictures from design sponge, martha steward & the bride's guide

back to normal

i can't live without my white background
enough said

*sapphire: dah ok semula :)*

hows it gonna be

i asked around on what color should i pick for myself
mostly said green
hijau pisang, hijau katak, hijau apple

my mouth, my wish

mulut kata suka, hati kata lain
mulut kata ok, hati kata tolong la jangan

siapa yang tau?
saya & Dia je

thanks kiddo for today
i'm not in that group ok nyah

hari ini hari apa murid-murid?

selamat berhujung minggu
selamat makan-makan di rumah terbuka
i'll be having makan-makan with my family tomoro
selamat kenduri kendara
selamat pengantin baru to wani & partner
selamat bersiap-siap to kiddo
selamat masak nasik daging kidir (ouh, takda kena mengena)

last but not least
selamat bekerja partnerku..! :)