what's your song?

the song that reminds me of the ups & downs with him
bila gado, sila dengar lagu ni
boleh menambah sedih

we're falling apart
and coming together again and again
we're coming apart
but we hold it together
hold it together, together again

wednesday

the best day of the week
two days passed, another two days before weekend
and i'm in good mood the whole week (so far)
in very very good mood

i guess it's the mood of raya

sembang

had a pleasant conversation on what to buy

the time has come
hati terus membunga~*

eid mubarak

my favorite raya song
have a great hari raya with your kesayangans
ampun maaf dipinta
semoga sama-sama dirahmati

i have something on my mind that i can't get rid of

have you ever got this issue -> uncertainty?

item #1
- dah lama, dah sesuai & kenal sangat
- dekat, senang nak bergerak
- orang yang saya tau peelnya, dia tau perangai saya
- tapi ada orang-orang yang saya tak boleh nak cope
- agak sambil lewa, sebab rasa saya memang akan stay walau apa yang jadi
- tapi saya tetap suka, sebab dah lama

item#2
- baru, tak kenal apa-apa
- saya minat n nampak macam ada kesesuaian
- jauh, berliku sikit tapi boleh jumpa macam-macam
- bersungguh gila, cuba n cuba lagi walaupun saya kasi alasan & suka tukar date
- sebab bersungguh tu, saya rase dihargai *blush*

issue lama tu, patutnya tak halang saya untuk ke depan kan? yang penting future saya kan? kenapa nak bersama dengan orang yang tak hargai saya?

tapi macam mana kalau saya buat keputusan untuk move on, tapi keputusan tu salah. pilihan saya salah, life sebelumnya lagi senang & gembira walaupun tak dihargai. sifat bersungguh tu sebab saya belum ke sana lagi.

tapi tu lah, kalau la saya berani nak keluar dari comfort zone saya & cuba. tak cuba, mana nak tau?

hoyeh!

today's my last day at office :)
thrilled gila sebab esok lusa tak payah kerja
going back to ipoh tomorrow after a meeting and get set to do spring cleaning at pah's house

i must admit that earlier i was not so keen to celebrate this year's raya as most of my sisters won't be around. but then, towards the end of ramadhan i think the spirit crept in slowly and plus, one of my sis changed her plan and she'll be here during raya. nice

i can smell rendang pah~*

issue hari ini ialah ghindu

tiba-tiba hari ni saya jadi rindu
rindu pada zaman saya sakit perut tiap kali kelas matematik dengan puan fuziah yang moody tak tentu hala & teori kami tentang perangai moody & sakit barah yang dia hidap
oh dengan cubaan untuk compare size kiri & kanan dia
rindu zaman terkejut beruk bila jalan-jalan ada buku latihan melintas depan mata sebab kena campak dek dia

tapi sebab tu saya score
sebab takut buku yang terbang tu buku saya
sebab takut bila tak dapat jawap soalan di depan kelas, kena perli separuh mati

*berdiri*
terimaaa kasihhh cikguu!

hey lover

i miss you so much

mak aih...

you should read this

rasa terketuk batang hidung?

he is no normal photographer

all photos taken by saiful nang

one word, magical

you can find him here
eh no, i'm not getting married or what ok
just sharing, kiddo maybe bleh cuba

update 10/2/10

after what i read about him on the net
i don't think i want him anymore
loads of other photog out there

i...

wrote before that i don't want to adapt
i don't want to not care so much
but the thing is that i am adapting
and i don't like it
but i really am adapting to it
really adapting that i don't ask anymore

help!

catalog of love

i found this via design*sponge

just to keep the memories there, the important dates so we won't forget
and a very sweet gift for anyone dear to you

this one is so so simple, just design your call card with things to write about here, print it out and find yourself a nice box to keep all the cards and it's ready!
visit design*sponge for full instructions

<3

love has reasons that even
reason does not understand

what is better than being with your loved ones?

had a great night

saya sayang kamu, kamu dan kamu

saya rindu dia
dan mau duit raya :))

i feel like it, but i don't feel like it

i want to write something
i have a lot to tell about today

engku emran came to office, man he is tall -melted-
we had singgah amal barokah with lzs today
had meeting on the new 'project'
called oum and was asked to send them my matriculation's cert
man, that was ages ago i told him
terus merasa diri sudah tua

a lot more happened today
but i don't know how to put it here
maybe tomorrow

sis said today is so not my day
i just smile..
yup, not today.. maybe tomorrow

bertukar!! (gaya budak-budak bertukar jadi gaban)

dah lame blog ni warna putih, so cuba pulak warna hitam

i so want to be at damai puri

entry sedih dari dia

dia ni selalu buat saya sedih bila baca entry-entry dia
she's like so pure, tapi mana la ada makhluk yang pure pada zaman ini
ok, maybe pure is not the word
tapi ayat-ayat dia, plot cerita dia sangat jujur
yes, jujur is the right word
yang mana dalam hidup kita ni
ada hitam legam & putih melepak
ada jatuh & bangun
ada sedih & kelakar

betul-betul, jujur is the best word to describe her writings

erti setahun by fynn jamal