june ends today

I had a great june this year

#1
my bestfriend wedding on 13 & 20
 
#2
my singapore trip before that with kesayangan


#3
my outing with the lovelies to klcc
 
#4
met new people at pija's wedding and became friends
 
#5
i have my lovelies near me

#6
my job is less stressful this month

#7
my boss treated me better

i was down with flu, sore throat & cough since yesterday but they refused to believe it.. hari ni, i came to office with sounds of cough, sexy voice & hidung berhingus pekat dan cair.. baru nak kelam kabut suruh pegi clinic amek mc..

may July brings me more happiness and blessings~*

diagnosed with love disease

to love is to suffer. to avoid suffering, one must not love. but then, one suffers from not loving. therefore to love is to suffer; not to love is to suffer. to be happy is to love. to be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. therefore, to be happy, one must not love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.
-woody allen-

1 hari saja

had a great day yesterday, dari siang menghabiskan duit @ bubba gump shrimp kat the curve with kesayangan.. rm160 for two pax is certainly a killer.. benci, i am so not gonna go there anymore..

went to ikea, bought few things for office & home use
ate banana crepe at iKano, reminds me of banana pancake back in krabi
head home and sleep like a baby
and woke up at 5am today, lupa transfer duit for astro bill

i ate a lot these few days, 2 plates of rice at solero nogori each time i went there (3 x last week), i finished my food and the remainings of few dishes at sheesh, ate crepe right after bubba gump, ate a full plate of kiwi express' fried rice, and i can fit into my size 36 pants already! i am so happy, more pants to wear to office, so long baju kurung~*

dunia vovinska

i'm falling for him..
comel gile la die tulis..

THE statement

"if you are here, i know you'll enjoy it. u like the sea don't u?"

i won't be there for sure, but the thought meant a lot to me.. tq love :)

last night, sis called and talked about our plan to go to sg klah hotspring for family outing this x-mas. (since bandung is no more in the plan) we're taking 2 villas and shared among 6 of us. guess myself & ata will be paying the most as we're single. curse myself for coming out with the idea.

i didn't know the villa costs a bomb, 800+ for 2 rooms & 1000+ for 3 rooms. lucky we have two felda staffs so we can get staffs rate for rmxxxx for 2 villas.. therefore, i look forward for december for this family outing~*

You don't love me the way I want you to
You love me with all you have

i'm looking for a lilac selendang

pija's wedding celebration is to be continued this weekend
i'll be wearing yellow baju kurung with a bit of purple/lilac small flowers
i can't be wearing yellow or cream tudung, so i need to look for purple or lilac..
which i still can't find
either too dark or too light
sepertinye ini kenduri saya...

cari tudung pun a problem for me

merasa die sangat comel

merase die sangat la comel
sampai rase cam ala-ala nk rabun dah

i'm in love hate relationship with my netbook

being seasonal, this is my favorite song for now

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

Bitter Heart by Zee Avi

Amore~*

Polly Wreford at Sarah Kaye
Found via Creature Comfort

Ape saje jadi lebih cantik dengan DSLR..
So, kamu yang nak beli camera baru, kindly save your money to buy this thing and we'll swap.

...

Normally, bila malam sebelum tu saya marah, I just need to sleep to forgive & forget.
The next morning, I'll wake up forgetting whatever happened and regret saying whatever I said the night before.

Tapi hari ni, bangun pagi.
I neither forget nor forgive.

Datang office, saya bace ape yang saya tulis malam tadi.
And flash back ape yang saya cakap malam tadi.
No regrets at all.

Recap...

My weekend started with Kidir who got his car locked while sending his signature nasik daging to my house on Friday. The car auto-locked itself when he was outside to get the entrance pass from guard house. Luckily a friend's friend was around Shah Alam and managed to help him. Kalau tidak, ada yang kena pasang tingkap baru ni...

1. Went to Bangi for Shirin's engagement. While others were busy discussing, we were outside taking photos. Depan rumah orang, with the guys looking at us macam itu lah pertunjukan malam itu.
2. Went to putrajaya too.. Testing faiq's camera with me in the picture. :) I love dslr, everything seemed to be more beautiful, more radient, more lively and cantek. Haishh...
   
3. My family came on Saturday. Missed dinner with them.
   
4. Met Kidir, dragged him to PKNS too buy scarf for Pija's wedding. Found a nice tudung for rm15, bought 2 pieces for both sides without confirming the color. Harap betul as both dresses are in Ipoh and I will only get them this Thursday. Sigh... Sis said tudung tu darat, but turned to be ok once i put it on.
5. PKNS > Sunway Pyramid > Pelita Ampang > KLCC
   
6. Jumpa ct and siblings at Pelita Ampang for dinner. All of us did not finished our food as we were too excited to listen to all the stories. Managed to keep myself updated bout almost everyone. Eh, ha betul la almost everyone kan ct?
7. Melepas rindu dengan ct patimah... Had a great night...
   
8. Attended Faizah's wedding on Sunday with Kidir, Kiddo & Kiddo's mom... Shah Alam > Putrajaya > Shah Alam > KKB > Shah Alam > Putrajaya (Kiddo)
9. Tagged by Shirororo.. Later la k?
   
10. Ape lg.. Owh i still miss you no matter how busy I was or am or will be..
    

why am i like this

does this ever occur to you, out of nowhere you just feel mad, and upset with someone over nothing and cry and the other party went hell mad coz they did nothing wrong?

saye berkecik hati, tapi kamu tak tau..
dan saye juge merase doubtful, itu sangat jahat..

i'm buying a new lappy, serious tak tipu..

Slumdog Millionaire

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I finally watched Slumdog Millionaire last Friday on the bus to Singapore.
I'm sooo way behind you all, I know.

Outcome dari Singapore ielah sepasang kain lace beserta kain korean silk sebagai lining..
Makcik tukang jual was also sick of me asking her to bawak turun kain tu, color ni, lining lain, tukar lining yang mahal, lace yang murah, french lace mana yang paling cantik oh tidak makcik cukuplah jangan menghasut saya before finally settling down on a simple white lace with off white lining.. Cantek..